havent been blogging
been busy reading the
THE HUNGER GAMES series
just finished it
i want to be antisocial but next week is going to be crazy
going back to sd tomorrow to get more clothes
good luck to me...
merry christmas
i feel bad my siblings didnt have a good christmas im sorry
merry christmas
hi there
im blogging not from my expect ucsd apt but my house
because about 50 or 40 miles away from la jolla my cars battery died while i was driving
i had just passed a pretty bad accident in the carpool lane
and then i heard this horrible sound i thought someone hit my car but nothing 10 minutes later the red battery light came on i was like OHHH SO REDD!! and i ignored it thinking it was another light like the check engine light or something, 10 or 15 minutes later my radio turns off around the curve of mission viejo and im like oh no...it's broken...it's happened once or twice
then i notice my cars dashboard dimming quite rapidly and i couldnt really see my head lights anymore and by then my cousin noticed also so i quickly exited the free way and i was calling my dad and i stopped to turn out of the exit but the battery died all together
and i was on the phone i dropped that and quickly tried to switch to neutral and managed to make it half way out of turn and it stopped all together, kind of obstructing traffic but not completely.
it was a lesser used exit still some cars going through it
a good many people asked if we needed help and by god we did
we need to jump the car it wont work
so one couple went to go get their jumpers and soon another couple came who had jumpers so we just asked them they jumped our car they were a young couple with a little baby, and they hadnt really done it before
my cousin said he had so he did it
we jumped it and it was working and they were about to leave when the car quickly died, i asked them to jump it one more time and if not then it's done. and it died again
i put it in neutral with that tiny energy it got and got it to the side of the road
after that i called my dad he said he was going to come
needed to find out what exit i was in it was a little obscure on the edge of nowhere and i walked to where a street sign would be but instead i found a guard post and they said a name starting with an O, right after christianitos dr., san clemente
i waited a good hour and a half not that bad, it getting colder, it was dark but not that late at all.
my dad when i called him talked about how he advised me not to come, how my mom didn't want me to come but i wanted to so she let me, and how he told me it was going to happen
all of this was unspoken before i had left
but ok
my dad finally arrived and he just left his car running bringing out an extra battery
i was a little surprised i knew it wasnt just it needed to be jumped because we had tried that
my dad said we were going home
he switched for a spare battery and had doubts of the car making it home
i was to follow him in case it went out again
and it did once we got to mission viejo
he had to do another battery replacement this time with the working cars battery and so the working car had the bad battery
after that we just followed each other home
and i ate
when i was waiting sort of watching my dad and sort of cousin working on the battery i thought of how much what we were doing resembled a game
the first time the battery gave out we were under cold circumstances but there was plenty of light in a not that popular driving area
the 2nd time the battery gave out we were in a more dangerous area off the side of a popular exit ramp AND in the dark, with nothing but a battery
it got a lot harder the second time but after that surprisingly there were no more messups! which maybe is the difference between my dad and i, how i would keep doing the same thing or mistake over and over and expect different results but he tried something different and it worked and no more problems the rest of the way home
it was kind of ridiculous that i thought it was fun following my dad home in his car
tell me why
we got home i ate and watched spongebob
i didnt even say thank you
when my car first gave out
i called my dad a 2nd time telling him what i was going to do on this fine sunday night
call triple a scratch that costco insurance and take the car
my dad asks where? idk to costco??? i needed to find out the exit name for him to come pick me up
hang up
wait cant we just have it towed and my "friend" just pick me up?
after all we were closer to san diego than to chino hills
i called my "friend" twice no luck he'll get back to me eventually
called my dad with the exit name asking if my friend could just pick me up
NOPE whatever plans for san diego are now scrappped!
i had called luis, and i told him my car was broken down
he then called me, but by then no chance of sd
i was so happy to hear his voice though
its bad though
i called him and i called my dad
i need to get over him
he's no longer part of my life in that way.
he wouldve came.
but no good thing i wenthome.
goooood thing i went home
now im home
i slept in a squeaky but WARM bed woke up at 12 PM to the sound of my bro playing pikmin
then i started playing pikmin
now it's 5 and my brother has been at the movies since 1PM gooooodlord
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i officially believe im lactose intolerant
and i don't know WHEN THE FUCK that happened?? all my life i have drank milk quite contently but now if i drink a cup of milk i get all gassy and i assume my stomach pains have been on the days i drank more than a cup of milk, but when and why did this happen? i thought my sister was stupid and paranoid when she said she was lactose intolerant all of sudden buying soy milk but i do not know, i think i still get the same symptoms with soy milk, it just isn't the same
i need to look into this, what in the world has gone wrong???
i ccant wait till i redye my hair normal
my cousin yesterday called asking if i wanted to go watch wicked YES!~!!!!!! i would love to!
im so glad they asked me im so happy
and its when i dont have school too!
how wonderful
anyways i need to do stuff tomorrow
i miss my lil brother
i havent really seen my sister and my other brother watched me play game
and i eat
i eat a lot and am not caring about my weight
wellll
thats that
luis is leaving sooner than soon
ladadadeeda
dear xanga
i haven't been faithfully blogging in you
feel bad
i've been fucking anti-social
and i know part of the reason why
i really hate touchy people
i feel like my sister
i need to get my shit together
i want to be anti-social, but that's a bad thing RIGHT?
i feel embarassed
got my expected grades
still waiting to get into a class that i am waitlisted number one for.....
i can do this
but is it for me?
questioning the bane of existence
im so fucking tired of talking about myself my situation, my circumstance
so tired and sick of it
i know what i need to do
now i need to do it
ready? ok.
yesterday was awesome
and my favorite part was when i watched the seals sleeping in the sand
i love seals
i felt great everything yesterday was freaking awesome
i found out this great looking guy was from Iraq or Afghanistan................ on of those 2 i forgot lols
after waiting the whole quarter trying to guess what he was
and did pretty awesome on my final scene i had a lot of fun and i was in the moment so i couldnt really recall much of how i felt during the performance but i felt really proud with my work
A+ offf course
then i went to the Bistro and ate with Ted, and then we went exploring and i found many new places it was veryy productive exploring
and then took 2 shots and went to go eat again
fuckkkkkkk i was a little dramatic
it was jessica's birthday dinner
it was nice found my sky diving group
but i was fucking STUFFFFFED
almost pretty much bloatation
AND THEN I SAW THE FUCKING SEALS
OMFG I LOVE SEALS!!!!!
<333333
paulina wanted to party but ely wanted to go watch a movie first and i was like WHAT????
okk... and then party???? what?!
ok alright lets go
i felt stuffed
and needed to go pee
and i decided to go too to watch a movie with them WTH
its my last day
dropped off in time to watch the movie
threw up what extra food i added to my stuffed tummy
and just chillllllllllled and watched the previews those were lovely though
not my type of movie and previews but i fucking love previews and movies so i reminded myself to like it
it was a cute movie but not my type didnt like it for the most part i watched it but parts i wanted to go to sleep
so fucking shallow movie
and then it was 12:40AM and the movie was over......
and we had to get back to campus
so we walked back because we had no other way to get back lollllers
it was a very pleasant walk back
and then we
had a moody day
but it ended great
and as i was the stains off of my new shirt i notice the brand is Lovely Day
and i realize that is what i had
i woke up at 4:30 forgot to bring things called to an angry dad but my mom was already on her way
went to a pointless ortho appoint
bought some lengua para mi mama
searched aimlessly on the internet for some matching cups my mother wanted
packed and brought some Budin or bread pudding 100 miles back to SD with me so my dad wouldnt throw it away
while waiting two hours for the next train i went by myself to a cafe and survived
happy in my santa hat i rode the train and then the bus
amused myself on the bus bench with talking to the shy insecure boy probably not boy next to me
got home to people happy to see me
i was wearing my lovely santa hat to keep me warm
i wasnt that cold
got dinner on my own but i was happy to meet a gran puno de gente que parecia feliz a verme
that was great as soon as i walked out i was back to saying hi to everyone i knew and there was so many i couldnt stop and talk with all of them
but it was great saying hi again
and it made me feel loved
wearing my new silk shirt, santa hat, and scarf
i felt so greatttttttt
now washing my stained shirt and clothes and gearing up for my last final tomorrow
like i said
i came back to awesomeness
definitely somehow rejuvenated
definitely refreshed and ready to face this suretobe crazy weekend!
woohoo
im home.
yesterday
he decided we're going to be friends still
im not sure if im happy with that decision
my cousin also came!
mexico trip in the works
spanish final in an hour and a half
went to the shrink, gave me some wonderful indigestion
i love the musical score of west side story
i need to sing next yr ill be singing
but if i want to get anywhere in sd theatre i need to get some singing under my belt.
wss
im chilling down
i need to
i needa find someone to play with
i want to play
lalala
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