November 25, 2011

• so i don’t have to write this later
  btw im get so impressed by my awesome writing skillzz
  sometimes…

  reasons why i will not go out with luis mendez
  hes too fucking immature
  nothing to offer me in the long run, and in the short run it’s not even worth my time listing hence nothing.
  he smokes
  i take care of him
  he doesn’t promote anything good in me
  he doesnt support me
  he doesnt comfort me
  hes not even stable himself, how can i expect to rely on that
  he doesnt fucking trust me isnt that fucking sad
  and hes freaking insecure i cant believe how fucking insecure he turned out to be what a prick
  he so fucking emotional it’s like he’s a fucking baby
  he has not control and doesnt act like he has priorities
  not strict enough too loose.
  hes so spoiled its ridiculous how everything comes to him, hate that
  he always gets his way
  hes doesnt act like he knows everything, and he doesnt know everything
  i feel like on the same level as him, which aint good because ill beat him
  i fucking hate taking care of him, who am i his mom?
  he thinks hes badass
  he cares too much what people thnk
  hes mean
  hes so selective when it comes to people his manner of meeting and getting to know people is just plain wrong and stupid, he’s so stupid
  he doesnt know where hes going
  he never asked me out
  weve never been on a fucking date
  its me who’s always wanting to do things
  hes fucking cheap
  hes fucking emotional
  he expects me to make all the fucking decisions
  he is such a girl
  he thinks he can get anything
  its all about sex with him
  BUT apparently its not about the sex
  i hate sex.
  he can get it anywhere if he wanted boy i feel special now
  i shouldve never went out with him i didnt gain anything
  except stupid college stories
  he never opened up to me
  he keeps to himself
  he doesnt fucking talk to me
  we cant just fucking hang out
  he cant share me, it has to be him and only him
  hes such a fucking baby
  he never cares to meet my friends, he hardly knows them
  he intimidated me
  he assumes shit with me
  hes stupid and is going to change for me
  he didnt respect my decision
  he doesnt listen to me
  hes so fucking stubborn
  he doesnt ask for help when he needs it
  he didnt take care of me
  i dont mean anything to him
  he doesnt care about me
  im not special, you say i am but u dont treat me special
  you dont try and impress me
  you dont think about me and how i feel
  you dont consider me and my priorities you never think about that u just let me take care of my shit
  i got such shitty grades because of him
  this quarter was such a wreck a lot of it was his fault.
  you dont take care of me.
  you dont help me out of your own free will
  you didnt help me.
  you waste my time
  your a distraction
  and i thought that i could  possibly marry you
  what bullshit was that
  all you want to do is sleep and have sex
  nothing i say get through to u
  you proved me right about your mexican heritage
  youll never rise out of your class with how youre living now.
  you need to change
  start now bitch.

  im sure theres quite a few more but thats just a little of my complaints
  thatll remind me of how ill never go back to luis mendez
  my stupid spoiled baby exboyfriend
  i cant talk to you this week.

  • 1:14 am
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