so self reflection time
because aint nobody got time for that
ive lost myself since before this year started
ive been stressed since this year has started
i dropped a class but honestly it hasnt dont nothing to my workload
i do feel better
luis finally texted me this morning and i feel better
he's back home he stowed away at marinez's for two days i always assume he's smoking and drinking
but he picks up my phone calls
i don't know what i feel towards him
a need a comfort
ultimately i feel horrible for what i did luis didnt deserve that nobody deserves that but especially luis
hes been doing great putting up with my shit and just doing great
and ive still been discontent unhappy unrealizing
and i owe him $40...
we'll see we'll see
too many damn meetings today.
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