July 9, 2013

• i am often the target of bullying i am a small minority who likes to speak her mind and say when something is wrong
  today i experienced some bullying and i am 21 years all
  this person came to my door with the intention to yell and attack me
  they obviously dont like me but i just cant believe her friend supported her action supported her yelling at me and causing such a scene
  i dont understand it makes me so sad
  i am having a depressing time already here why the fuck do i have to deal with this
  isnt my missing my family and friends hard enough????
  isnt my having a hard time connecting to people hard enough?
  i know i dont have a lot a friends but thats my choice it puts me at a disadvantage

  and this is where my role as an HA comes into mind, because in work situations you are told to never get involved in a fight dont burn bridges but what do you do?
  someone is being bullied, you dont want to take sides you dont want to cause anymore problems,
  but that person the victim, i feel for them but what do u do. I wish i had friends that would stick up for me, that would help me get over shit like this. I choose not to because i dont want to. I hate people like that

  I hate that im an easy person to attack, i make myself that way but thats how i want to be
  but i dont want people to bully and attack me antagonize me
  you dont know nothing about me. deep breath
  apparently

  i am not supposed to do anything and not care
  but i just hate such a situation
  hate it so much
  i wish i could get revenge, but thats not professional thats not the "right" thing to do

  i can only just put out my thoughts out here. only that.

  • 11:10 am
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