March 19, 2013
-
life is perfect
i have everything
except a relationship, but i don't need that
i fucked things up with luis
i really really like him, but i really abuse him our relationship, his emotions, how he thinks of me
i really fuck around with his head and i need to stop being selfish and let him live his life.
he won't admit that i'm abusing him, but i believe that's the truth, it's just we love being with each other but i make things so damn complicated we just shouldn't be together at all.
it makes me sad
i really really like him, but
but it just does not work
it doesn't and if 2 years is not going to show me so i do not know what else will
i really like him,but
i fuck things up for him, i make things so hard for him, i really fuck around with his feelings and make his life so much worse and harder and difficult and stressful and frustrating and maddening
it is me, and he just deals and does but i make things so complicated
i need to go away from him.
i like him a lot but this is not the time and not what i'm looking for.just enjoy life and stop making it so complicated
you have the whole world, one thing one relationship is not what you need to worry about right now.
Recent Comments