January 22, 2013

• so self reflection time
  because aint nobody got time for that
  ive lost myself since before this year started
  ive been stressed since this year has started
  i dropped a class but honestly it hasnt dont nothing to my workload
  i do feel better
  luis finally texted me this morning and i feel better
  he's back home he stowed away at marinez's for two days i always assume he's smoking and drinking
  but he picks up my phone calls
  i don't know what i feel towards him
  a need a comfort
  ultimately i feel horrible for what i did luis didnt deserve that nobody deserves that but especially luis
  hes been doing great putting up with my shit and just doing great
  and ive still been discontent unhappy unrealizing

  and i owe him $40...

  we'll see we'll see

  too many damn meetings today.

  • 8:14 pm
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