June 28, 2012
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My dad convinced me out of buying a car
im stuck with mine and im just going to have to take care of it
i got biopsy yesterday
5+ needles inmy boob + a clip and mammogram
today i had a bad shift time and drove through 3 hours of traffic no good but i didnt mind it personally but look at it im just thinking what a waSTE
im almost obsessed with the thought i marriage, getting married etc. starting a family thats another story
but idk if i was obsessed with college as much as im obsessed with getting married because thats what i perceive as the next big thing in my life. but that shouldnt be next, that shouldnt be what the next step is.
i hope and prayto have a successful business life and career working in a suit andheels everyday and i would love to have such a steady career before i get married. Have my own place my own car and then it should get to that. So i need to rearrange my obsession, why this comes forward so early though is how im terrified and scared of what people say. they met their spouse in college as an undergrad. that freaks me out because luis is not mr perfect, although we compliment each other well it still would be just settling and it makes me nervous. i shouldnt be thinking about this, im too young yadada. i shouldnt forget boy and that marriage shit. i have bigger fish to fry with my career and i have my own goals to tend to. i really need to get off my lazy ass and do shit no kidding fuck
i need to tend to my list
sighh im awful tired
need to tend to list....
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