May 28, 2012

• FML
  I Freaking hate how its not perfect right now and it could  be a lot better and more convenient
  but im suffering every last consequence of my decisions right now and boy does it hurt
  and put a hefty crease on my wallet
  i feel like i pulled something in my leg right now
  and ive been fucking up left and right with my unnecessary car problems and losing expensive shit and all in all making my life miserable

  i liike what i do but its not for right now its just too inconvenient goddammit
  i losing track of my focus and it sucks.
  suckssucks sucks shitshitshit
  im tired as fuck

  and im sad and frustrated and building up these emotions because my dad reprimanded my mom for going to disneyland today
  and i was so sad
  because shes always wanted to go but no one wants to go with her
  so i went with her for the first time a years
  and my dad got mad because she left the family behind to do something she wanted
  my mom came to watch me work
  and she got reprimanded for it
  how fucking sad

  too many things too many emotions
  i dont know if ill ever get over them
  I dont
  know.
  AGH fuckfuckfuck

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