April 1, 2012
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Dear xanga
it is saturday night
and my spring break is coming to a close
i am so antsy to get back to SD but there is still too much unfinished business here i want to die
apparently my application didn't get through to disney and I tried to apply again but it says i already applied, so im waiting for tomorrow to roll around so i may get that fixed
but still have some time until then
how frustrating
what happens if i don't get my paper work in time for my appointment at 8am on monday morning?got my taxes in
got to fill out paperwork for disney
got to wait for disney to call me back tomorrow
all these technicalities are driving me up the wall
though
not to mention the one date conflict i have to sort out with my internship in sd so that i may do my summer disney job
im super duper excited, but im scared to be excited because of all these technical problems in my way now
what if something happens?
it'll get sorted out in a few days
until then
im antsy
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to sum up my spring break, it was an emotional coaster but it was pretty epic overall
most of the epicness coming from my unexpected audition result, and me winding up with a GREAT super fun summer job and many prospective new things
i came home excited to fill out my application and do my resume. got new underwear<333
i forget if i fixed up my schedule before i got home or after, eitherways i have a sweet spring quarter
found out about the dreaded cover letters and more internships
figured out study abroad, ran into my financial impediment
attempted to fix up my jacket, didnt work so well, sewed my dress so its comfortable wearable, but not exactly clean on the inside, meaning need to sew more...
then i hesitantly went to my audition thinking it more beneficial to be doing an internship over the summer and then totally pwning that shit and getting the job
fuck yeahhhh
drove home screaming, got emotional because no job is good enough for my chinese dad
went to work the whole disney gig bouncing around in my head
got home from work to jon and had phone calls and emails to manage meanwhile
made some BEAUTIFUL rainbow jar cakes. eye candy enough to eat, and tasted better because of the presentation.
took an hour or so nap then got ready for clubbing
and low and behold that night was fucking amazing walking up the strip and getting there everything in time and not that expensive and no traffic, and GREAT.
it was a small club but college kids nonetheless, it was a lot of fun i want to do that again
not to mention the perfect buzz and timing it great
dropping everyone off saying hi to mom as she went to work and i went to bed
going to work and just being high off the night and rockstar
showing pictures and being excited for disney
checking my email and finding out i got into my class before school starts and having THE PERFECT SCHEDULE
and finding out how much i inspire my peers
finding out the new car my dad is planning on getting is actually for me
and works well so i can commute to sd and anaheim
finding out i can keep my OL job in sd and summer job in anaheim<333
playing ddr and mario party with fam and friends friday night
not going to work and playing games
sewing
and now being antsy for school and the next couple of days to be over withmeanwhile all working
my disney buzz has definitely diminished since i found out i have some tech difficulties but itll be back as soon as i get that fixed and go to my paperwork appoint....
itll be back and ill be PSYCHED.and tomorrow i guess im going to temecula to watch my bro in his light up costume for dline
and church
and reviewing lines i need to memorize
and then coming back to chino hills even though sd is so close....
ohhh how painful
i want to go backkkk but i have business to do here......when i get back itll be hectic that first week scrambling to get everything sorted out for the quarter
and caps and study abroad and hau
and then babybear
itll be a rushbut my break was awesome over all
awesome
thank you disney for making my break awesome.
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