November 24, 2011

• beirut pandora station
  home in my pjs cooking
  and massive thanksgiving feast.
  this is great
  well i feel im not cooking much more than my other siblings
  my sister and dad are closing up shop
  my brother is getting ahead in school work and my other brother is playing games and running errands
  this feels great
  i feel bad for those who chose to stay at school or who couldnt return home because although
  my home has all these problems that i slowly remembered as i returned home
  im glad to call this home to have my lovely siblings to annoy and bug and my mom to take care of me.
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  everyone's home
  i don't know what i'm going to do with my life.
  i need to tough it out thats what i do with my life.
  :[
  thats what i do with my life.
  i cant wait to go back to counseling

  im sad i want to help and take care of luis but i cant even take care of myself
  i need to take care of myself
  i cant even take care of myself
  look at me.

  luis isnnt good for me
  he doesnt promote any good things
  i cant learn great things from him
  hes not good for me.
  i need to keep reminding myself of that.
  i have things to look forward to and i know where im going i cant lose sight of it

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