April 22, 2011

• so it's done over
  terminado
  and of course i was over dramatic about it
  and sadly when he asked to see me he said he just wanted to see me before he left and then i was having a pretty good time and then i ended it
  kind of sad
  because i really really like him
  but i really really need time off and some space
  today i was just in a pissy mood because we were kind of late, no not really our captains were super late.
  the ride there wasn't bad at all watched 3 movies, more like two the other one i read through
  read a lil bit, but definitely did not do as much hw as i would have liked.
  so here i am a few miles from stanford
  luis is up in monterey bay for nakfest and he just texted me, but i cant text him back because im terminado
  im going to dance rumba tomorrow, it's going to be fun, last minute decision and sadly i dont have my nice dress but i have clothes.
  i ate more than i should have for sitting in a bus all day drove from 8:25AM two breaks-ish and 6:25PM ishhh, hard to sleep. im excited for rushing next year because im legitmately considering joining a panhellenic sorority, a real down one too we'll see which ones will accept mee

  im so not doing work
  my stomach hurts from sitting down all day
  im irritable and some of the creeper guys in dancesport i just do NOT want to deal with it

  i got an A on my math midterm, im extremely happy about it because that week i had partied thursday, friday, and studied saturday and sunday a lil and it was a pretty good outcome. happy happy joy joy

  i just wish i could get over this more quickly because i really miss and like luis but i know once i get him back it wont go over well, so i need to kind of get over him :[[[

  katharine had a bad night, i did sort of too...i rifled for an hour afterwards my arms are all bruised, afterwards i wasn't tired still so i ran for 30 minutes at like 1 in the morning. stretched out finally went to sleep at 3AM tried to wake up at 5 to do the work due at 9am but i didnt and now it's 8:20PM and im still not even started.

  i missss luissssssss

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